more than likely, i do not understand when i have done something upsetting/bad/whatever. i have memory issues and autism. i have a hard time telling if i did something.PLEASE DM ME. IF I DO SOMETHING WRONG. I DO NOT CARE IF YOU ARE AWKWARD ABOUT IT. if you do not tell me when i upset you or do something wrong i will NOT be able to change my behaviour, and DMs are an easily accessible place for me to keep track of important messages like that.i have had a lot of issues with people throwing me to the curb because they do not make their boundaries clear and firm. i am autistic and i need you to tell me what i did and how it made you feel. thank you.also, this website looks better on mobile, but looking like shitgarbage is part of the aesthetic, so don't worry about it
hi! we're feedback system
the body is born 2004. (don't check this site often enough to bother updating the age every year...)
we are a system, autistic, and have multiple psychotic disorders. we are white, jewish, and TME.
our collective pronouns are
he/him/his
fuz/fuzz/fuzzs
it/that thing/that thing's
he/him/his
we/us/our/ourself/ourselves
they/them/their/theirs/themselves
it/its/that thing/that thing's
hae/halo/haelle/halle/haloself
fuz/fuzz/fuzzs/fuzzself
gwar/gwarrs/gwarrs/gwarrself
en/end/enders/enderself
ANALOGENDER - A gender relating to analog horror, analog media, magnetic tape devices, and the fuzzy feeling of old television.APAUTHGENDER (hey, we made this one!) - A masc-oriented Kenochoric gender that relates to surrealist, natural environments, the feelings of fatherhood, and the turbulence/fear of memory loss.MACARTHING - When you are both Macarshric (being of a neogender that relates to macabre/horror) and a thing.MALAPOTEN - An identity surrounding a lust for revenge; a deep-seated, brewing rage held back only by the grinding of your teeth. It’s been held back for so long, but you can finally see it begin to reach its inevitable resolution.BOWSERCHARIC - A charic gender relating to Bowser from the Super Mario series.WRONGSOMIAN - Something feels wrong with this gender.HORRORCOSMIUM - A xenogender influenced by or related to the genre of cosmic horror.MUTALORIN - An identity that seems to ache deep inside of you, twisting and pressing against your skin as it longs to be free.DISTORTIC - A xenogender connected to lies, the fear of losing your mind, and liminal phenomena.MEMOROMEN - A kenochoric gender for someone whose memories are distorted, foggy, and may be missing.COGNITIMPETIC - A xenogender related to eldrich beings, omniscience, otherworldly powers, and cosmic horror.SNIFFERCHARIC - A charic gender related to the Sniffer from Minecraft.BLASEGENDER - A xenogender influenced by or relating to Blaseball and its related topics.CORUTRES - An identity connected to the inevitability of rot and decay. The feeling you get when you peer into an abandoned building, becoming aware that one day, your home will be the same.VATESIAU - An identity of captivation; in which you are drawn to something you don't understand, longing for something intangible. You know not of the consequences.AGGRESSIFANGIC - A xenogender in which your gender feels connected to having fangs, biting and aggression.
Windows
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male, he/they
38(?)
human-thing, fictive (The Thing 1982)Ted
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genderqueer, he/him, she/her, it/its
500+ (36)
modified human, fictive (I Have No Mouth, And I Must Scream)Adam
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male, he/him
28
human, fictive (Saw)Will
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male, he/him
20
human, fictive (Who's Lila?)
Lena/Pie
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girlfreak manthing wolfmascfem, she/her, he/him, it/its
~40
human-wolf , fictiveAM
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novaimor, He/Him, She/Her, It/Its/that thing
500+
computer-thing, fictive (I Have No Mouth, And I Must Scream), host of the CODE RED subsysMike
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male, he/him
26?
'human', fictive (BLASEBALL)Boyd
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male, he/him
39
human, fictive (Psychonauts)
The Thing 1982 / They Live 1988
Rusty Lake/Cube Escape
Outer Wilds
Way Out There / Lord Huron
Disco Elysium
Blaseball
Return of the Obra Dinn
Don't Hug Me, I'm Scared
MLP:FiM
ULTRAKILL
SpecEvo/SpecBio
Dungeon Meshi
Saw
ToonTown: Corporate Clash
Rain World
Batman: The Animated Series
Personal Ocs
Psychonauts
Football 17776/20020
Supercomputer-related sci-fi horror (IHNMAIMS, Colossus: The Forbin Project, 2001: A Space Odyssey if that counts)
Batman: Telltale
Dialtown
8:11
Media rewrites
A Man And His Cat
Bugsnax
The Stanley Parable
Swiss Army Man
Mario franchise
Pokémon
My Singing Monsters
Incredibox
Guinea pigs
Toki Pona
infernos / gnawgut / sovietairforce / quailciel / gnawknox / gnaw / "knox"
jinglepringles
"haze system" / pixelrhys / grimyfood / blueboxwarrior
zillacore
skysskape
trosper / planefood / tatamigalaxe / "marcus"
these are people who have abused myself or others close to me, and for my own safety i do not want anyone close to them or amicable with them to talk to me for any reason.
i dont know shit from fuck. im insane and they let me loose on the internet. do people even read this? where am i. who are you.
im a faggot and they said when i grow up i can shoot whichever united states president i want right in their big ugly face
if i hate you
BOYFRIEND TO DEATH FANS WILL BE EXPLODED WITH MY MIND ON SIGHT
if you don't like us, block us!
we use slurs we can reclaim, if this makes you uncomfortable please let us know beforehand, or do not follow my blog.
we have a hard time using tone tags. ask for clarification.
we prevent certain people from fronting for the safety of ourself and others! if this is "problematic" to you please block us.
WE ARE NOT UP TO DATE WITH MOST ONLINE TERMINOLOGY. if you start saying phrases like "oomfie" at us we will not know what that is.
sometimes we will enter conversations about medias from a negative perspective. if you are sensitive to this, TELL ME. THANK YOU!!!
sometimes we post upsetting things during a manic episode and delete it later.
queer infighting and disabled infighting is stupid so if you shit your pants over "toothpaste flag" type discourse i would rather not hear about it.
we use violent and hyperbolic language often. these are not threats, and we are working toward decreasing violent language in our vocabulary.
we do not want to share spaces with those who self-identify as being proshipper, or participate in their beliefs
we are not comfortable being around endogenic/non-traumagenic systems. we believe participating in the endogenic community in its culture should be an informed choice, but we no longer do that informing, because it is exhausting
anti-self diagnosis/self-education
proshippers/comshippers/rpf writers (sorry rpf warriors. too many of you have hurt me)
nomaps/PEAR/whatever (paedophiles)
terfs/swerfs/truscum/etc
rad-inclus/any form of exclus
WW2/retro artists w/ nazi ocs
p!atd/melanie martinez posters/likers. i just dont wanna hear about it.
if you believe in any kind of "misandry" or other such nonsense.
BOYFRIEND TO DEATH FANS WILL BE EXPLODED WITH MY MIND ON SIGHT